I started thinking about the changes that are recent and I noticed that I has not noticed that Jaosn stopped doing the freaky eye thing. Now either you have noticed it in the past or you never saw it but for a long time Jason's eyes would look different. Especially when he got tired. But somewhere along the way his eyes stopped doing it. The healing process is a weird thing. It's slow and fast at the same time. I watched Jason so close for so long - how could I miss this?
My brother and his wife came to visit and Jaosn insisted on hugging my brother good bye. Now usually I have to wink, touch, remind but not that time. He is remembering all sorts of stuff I cannot remember and that was how it usually was. Before the heart attack.
Before and after. I am glad there is an after but I thought it was always going to be before and after. As time goes by I am feeling that slip, slowly but surely. Heaven. My version anyway. Jason is back to work for 3 days a week and he will be reassessed in June, maybe 5 days a week then.
There are still some things that bug me but there are many things that make me smile, laugh and love him even more. And let's face it he always did things that bugged me ( I am trying to be nice). Thank god for modern medicine and stubborness.
Congratulations are in order for the whole Osmond clan - Jared has joined the family - another boy right Connor?!!! 7 lbs 2 oz of pure joy. Aren't babies wonderful?
I am still trying to get us flights home for this summer - wish me luck!! It has been harder than I thought!