Update

Ended a job on Thursday, started my new one Friday. Today I am sick, my head, my throat, cough, sinuses.....doc thinks it is sinusitis and gave me some heavy duty antibiotics, I hope it works. I am all excited about my new job so I hope I am ok on Monday to work. Had a wonderful 40th and 13th birthday party for Jason and Jacob. A great time was had by all, lots of out of town friends which was so nice. We had a great evening talking and laughing, my stomach hurt the next day. I had a dream last night, now I was feverish, that Jason's ICD went off and I watched it happen to him and then I watched him have a stroke. It was a nightmare really. I came right up off the bed, it took me a long time to settle down, it was so real. I think my nerves are a bit raw these days. Just when I stop worrying and panicking I have this nightmare. What is my subconscious trying to tell me? That I should worry? Hmmmmm.